December 2009
Oh Shiny Toy Guns. All the memories you bring me...
I don't care.
You do not let me down. I can give up going to a party for a little bit to be with you. I’m scared you want out. And are looking for reasons to back out. That is what scares me.
I need to stop acting like a big piece of shit.
I’m dumb. I’m dumb. I’m dumb. I’m dumb. I’m dumb. I’m dumb. I’m dumb. I’m dumb. I’m dumb. I’m dumb. I’m dumb. I’m dumb. I’m dumb. I’m dumb.I’m dumb. I’m dumb. I’m dumb. I’m dumb. I’m dumb. I’m dumb. I’m dumb.I’m dumb. I’m dumb. I’m dumb. I’m dumb....
Track by Track
Totally in love. Favorite Parts from each song
1. Fed to death - “This is forever, this is forever”
2. Hate Everyone - “rich hippy girl with the gas guzzler, forced myself to fall in love with her, she was so strung out she swear it never occurred, the honkey king went back on his word, the next one did the same, the blind leading the lame”
3. Do Better - “You...
I don't want to loose the ability to make you...
Ready.
Just so ready to be done with highschool. To start my life, to have time to actually work and make money. Ready to have her totally. I’m ready for things to get better at home, but that is doubtful. Things are never perfect there, there are better times, but we always have our underlined problems at home, and I don’t want that to scare her off. I think so much about the future lately....
